From fear to faith...

Fear gives birth to faith,,,
I thank God for letting me experience this is a short age...
Many are still stuck in fear , and their fear has made them bitter and pessimistic..
Those who have emerged are grateful for every experience and have no regrets..
All caterpillars must become butterflies... some wont if they resist the darkness and fear of the cocoon.

Dear Baby,

Always remember.. Face your your Fears...
Dont run away from them...
Your dad has helped me a lot in understanding this.
We will help you understand this together and may you find a good friends and teachers and a partner to share this truth with.

Dad and me both were fun loving in college and hard working when it came to studies.
We both wanted to achieve.

I was a bit restless and money minded. Dad is more calm.
I wanted to make a lot of money and take my parents abroad and have fun and wanted to buy them luxuries that they never had...
Little did I realise that all that parents want from their children is a hug, love and understanding... and a little time...
Parents become like small children when they grow old. At times they get too fearful and cranky,, their bodies become weak and they might not understand ..

Ok so let me not divert from the Topic.
Face your Fears.listen

Mummy and daddy we both had our fears when it came to careers.
We went thro a tough time...
Dad was stuck in Chennai in a tough job.
Mummy was stuck in Banaglore in a difficult job. I had written so many things I didnt know like programming languages in my resume and then I had to perform !
It was scary.. i know what it is to feel weak in the knees.. i was so full of fear..
But I learned and overcame... just like dad..he too finally got a new job in Hexaware, Bombay.

Ok, so career wise we worked hard and we did overcome fears which looked impossible...

Then mummy got a bit sick..

I had this fear that I would not get a baby....thats you : )
So I gave daddy a tough time to get married.

I dont know what i was so fearful... the movies, the serials on barren women, the media - the net !!
I had met some silly doctor and she had scared me too...
And I let my mind make mental movies...

But hats off to your Dad. By God's grace he helped and was ready to accept me the way i was... Oh God , i am so grateful for your daddy...

And here I am sitting with you in my stomach, typing this...
See my fear has made me strong in FAith..
That God heals...

I still fear a lot over your health...
Infact I have decided to write everyday to you, so that I overcome my doubts and teach , how good God is.

I had a lot of Gelusil and I am worried that it wont affect you.
But I trust God and I know he will heal us from our problems...


Jesus told us in Matthew 17:19-20 when he said "I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, `Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you." Faith as small as a mustard seed sounds a little like hope to me, and that's a good start.

Trust in the power of the Hold Spirit.
Dont give up...
NEVER LOSE HOPE.

God is Good... He does not think like a HUMAN...
Humans thinks only for his selfish fulfillment of their desires.
God thinks for the greater Good of ALL.

before you pray, truly forgive all you hold grudges against.
Give up all Judgement of people...
Accept, Respect and Understand All.

Your grand-dad (neil's daddy) said a beautiful line which i will never forget :
"We judge want we dont understand"
At times we judge God too and are unhappy with what happens in out Life.
remember everything happens for the best for those who love the Lord.

Love you my betu,
yours mummy...

Love Heals...and God is Love...God Heals

I came to office feeling tired and heavy.
I am 89 kgs ! I guess that explains how I feel walking around.

But thats fine...love is heavy ! And makes you light headed..

I feel so hot. Thats good too... Heat generated light ...

Life is Beautiful, even though we read about the food scams, carbonated babanas, drugs full of side effects,,,, Life is still good...

I was so fearful after what i read about the way bananas are made ripe, side effects of gelusil...whole day i was in fear...

And now i realise that...
Love Heals...and God is Love...God Heals

And I let go of my fear...

"Dev tari, thyas kyon mari"
Mummy said these words just when i needed to hear them...

When God watches the city, the watchman watches in vain !

I trust God completely...

Matthew , Chp 15: verse 10
Then Jesus called to the crowd to come and hear. “Listen,” he said, “and try to understand. 11 It’s not what goes into your mouth that defiles you; you are defiled by the words that come out of your mouth.”

So no matter what I have eaten, on drank, I ask for healing in the name of Jesus Christ, the son of God, to heal me and my child.
That we may radiate consciousness..dissolve pain bodies within us and outside and may we dwell in light in the house of the Lord our God.
Amen.

My honey or My bunny ?

Neil and me had decided long back when we were dating, we would name our kids with pet names - honey and bunny !

Honey if it's a girl and bunny if it's a boy. .
Our little dream has started to kick and move...
Sometimes i feel that the baby is rolling inside... doing some kind of a somersault!

I will start my seventh month soon and I am getting heavy in the body and light in the head !

My little angel,
Soon you will be with us.
Right now you are cosily tucked inside my tummy...
You move a lot ... specially when I lie down..
I wait for you to move..

Daddy places his hands on my stomach everyday to feel your tiny movements and gets all excited with every kick !

We are eagerly waiting for you...
We love you and want you to be a child of God.
Full of love, compassion and respect...

I want you to be persistent like your daddy...
His love has brought you in this world.
And I want you to love and respect him always.

My sweet child, you are very precious.
Even before you are born we are praying daily for you.
And we will always be with you in life and even after that.
So don't be sad, always be happy. Be positive. See the glass half full and not half empty. Life is Beautiful (watch the movie and get inspired, daddy showed it to me and I cried and cried... your grand-father looks and was like that actor in the movie)

Your nana is busy making sweet dresses for you.. if u are a girl , lots of pink dresses are in store for you !

You are very loved and precious.

Yours,
Mummy.

Angels of God

Every soul is a messenger of God; you are a messenger and your message is your Life.
Angels are messages from God.. You can find your inspiration in nature, a friend,
(even a person you share tension with), a situation, a crisis, health problem.

Once you connect to your soul through your heart, soothe the troubled mind and still it,
you will be able to decipher the message and heal yourself to experience inner bliss.

Angels

1.Angel of Courage : (Yellow)
Wears a Robe of bright Yellow, glows with Sun.
Your message for today is : Fear Not. Have Courage and go forth.
There is no loss, only gain. Every human loss is a divine gain.
Gift 4m this angel is: Strength and empowerment.

2.Angel of Gratitude.(Light Blue)
Wears a Robe of light blue, with white flowers to embrace.., glows with inner peace.
Accept what is. Be grateful for every moment.
Accept every situation, person, feeling, emotion in the now.
Everything is scared. Everything is needed - from sunshine to rain.
Allow the Angel of Gratitude to heal you in time when you feel weak.
The Angel will fill your mind with peace and healing.
Gift 4m this angel is : Trust to move ahead and healing to your soul.

3.Angel of Hope:(Green)
Gift : Harmony

4.Angel of Wisdom:(Blue)
Wisdom reveals itself in simplicity and shys away from complexity. Be simple today
Gift : Understanding, no judgement. (What you dont understand you judge)

5.Angel of Love ( Lavender)
Gift : Reverence, Surrender to every situation in Peace.

6.Angel of Joy ( Silver )
Gift : Creativity to bring Transformation, Beauty

7.Angel of Peace (White)
Gift : Oneness, Bliss, Divine Consciousness.

My Inspiration to Love

This blog is dedicated to my little baby inside me.
I am going to be a mother soon.
My little bundle of joy has taught me so much. I beleive God is sending me an Angel.
I have learned so much already.
I have learned how to love unconditionally.
To give with holding on. Letting go of hurt.
Understanding the Mind and going beyond to reach to the Soul.

I feel new.. I feel so true.
I feel i am falling in love with life again.
All thanks to the miracle that is unfolding within me each day.

This blog is for you my baby.
Grow well in love and light and spread God's Love to All.
God bless you and may angels of God surround you to guide you and love you and heal you.
Amen.